. . . and he's already kissing someone else. . .

It's been all of a month. . . and he's already kissing some new girl. Everything in my being is shouting. . . "HOW COULD YOU???" I loved you more than I ever thought it possible to love another human, and our history means so little to you that you can bring yourself to latch onto some new girl so quickly?? We were ENGAGED, a-hole!! How is it possible that you care so little for me. . . What happened to loving me and wanting to MARRY me??

And I'm sure that my blogging rants only serve to confirm the fact that I'm just crazy . . . of course he wouldn't want to marry me! I'm effing out of my mind!!

But then again, I'm really not so crazy. . . well, maybe a little crazy. But I'm also just incredibly hurt. My happily ever after's gone awry and I'm perpetually wedged between laughter and tears.